Looking at the man's slimmer and darker face, Xia Ning felt terrible. She had never thought of implicating him and she didn't know what was wrong with her.
She thought of many things. She remembered that Jin Yan had saved her life and that he had almost killed her son. She hated Jin Yan's ruthlessness, but she hated herself even more for being weak.
If she had been a little stronger back then, perhaps su Jingcheng would not have arranged for Jin Yan to be by her side. She would not have gotten to know Jin Yan and everything that happened after that would not have happened.
She was actually very afraid. Death was a shadow that made her think of many things in the past. Her parents were dead, and her child was gone. She seemed to be in a dead end. Everyone around her died one by one, and almost all of them died because of her.
