Have you ever been in a situation where your mind and heart stopped working and only your mouth worked on its own having a mind of its own? For instance, you finally said something that you had been holding in for way too long but almost instantly ended up regretting it?
If your answer is no, you're lying to yourself.
Because we all at least once regretted saying something to someone.
In Ying's case, she felt invigorated, liberated, and unchained after she said her piece to Xin Xiaoli. But as soon as she walked out the door, she wanted to bang her head against the wall for having an outburst out of nowhere!
Yes, she blamed it all on Xiu and Xin Zimen for filling her mind with stuff like she needed to free herself from the shackles of other's happiness and look for her own instead. If those two had not enticed her so much, she would have never spoken like that to Xin Xiaoli.
Argh! What the hell is wrong with you?!
