After taking a nap and sorting her thoughts, Sia decided to cook delicious dinner for everyone, she doesn't know if Arnav eats or not, but she still decided to cook his favorite food, previously she only knows about his insomnia, but now she knows about his all health problem, so she considers this while making food, while she is pregnant, she read books about food and nutrition, so now her knowledge in that area is somewhat good while making food, Chinu is also with her.
He offers her help and she doesn't deny, the aunt who works in the kitchen is also there, she also helps her so even though she makes so many dishes they made quickly, thankfully Udhav and Sanjay come early after they freshen up, they talk for some time, after morning incident Sanjay and Udhav also started to like Chinu, Udhav knows that his daughter really like this child, so it is better that he also accept him.
Fortunately, Arnav also come in time, she told him to wash his hands and come to eat, Arnav knows that she must be waiting for him, so he also doesn't ask a question and sit down to eat, after eating in a harmonious environment, everyone is in good mood.
After eating helpers started to clean the dining room, while Sia tells Chinu to watch TV, and she will take a walk with Uncle, Chinu also wanted to come, but Sanjay hold him and tell that they both will play video games, on which Chinu happily agreed, Udhav also return to his study, he knows that they must want to talk something personal, he just hopes it doesn't hurt his daughter by his bad communication skill.
"so what you wanted to talk with me?" Sia asks Arnav when they come to the garden.
"I think you know about my second identity because Aditya tell me that you recognize him and you even know Tony and I don't believe even though he threatens you he will tell you his name"
"hmmm, Yes I know something about those drug dealer and about Uncle's death, but not everything"
"hmmm, so if you know please stay away from danger, you don't need to fight with that gang, if you tell me, I will do something"
"tell you?, Do you ever tell me anything, where you go, with whom you are or your problems, You always think that I am good for nothing, an idiot"
"it is not like this Sia, and I never think about you like this"
"really"
"Yup"
"then why don't you tell me, I am your wife, this is my right to know about my husband's life"
"I don't want to burden you, and I always think you are somewhat immature, and also you are young we have 7-year difference between us, and you know 3 year makes one generation gap, so we have two generations gaps, I don't know how you react, maybe you tell me to stop getting involved, I don't know I just wanted to say I am sorry, I disappoint you"
"Yes you disappoint me, Sia said,
"Sorry, I can't protect you, I hope you will find someone...."Before he can complete his sentence Sia interrupted him,
"Do you ever really consider me your wife?, you disappoint me by not telling me anything, we give each other seven promises while our marriage, one promise is I will share my life with you, that means we share both of sorrows and happiness, that means even if you tell me and even if we have arguments on this topic, I still choose to be with you, we will suffer together, but you choose to suffer alone, and now you wanted me to find someone whom with I live a happy life, but with you, all the sadness is also worth it Arnav, You are the biggest Idiot, can't you see my love for you, Yes I am not the best person, but for you, I wanted to become my best ever version, you are saying me to find a person who will make me happy, but it's you, our smile which makes me happy, where should I.I ..." Sia starts crying.
She can't understand why Arnav never tries to talk with her, instead of avoiding chat, she knows he wanted to protect her but keeping things for himself, it let everyone misunderstood him, not expressing his feeling, not venting his anger make his body weak, why he doesn't speak up, why he doesn't trust her. If he tells her, their previous life might be not like that, Arnav hugs her, he also doesn't know how to express his apologies, he indeed at the start never consider her wife, but now, he decided to be honest with her.
"Sia, Don't cry, at the time of our marriage, I think you will get tired of me, I am not a person who is very romantic, I can't express my feeling like other people, I can't even spend time with you, so I think you will live me, that time, I also get attacked so I think I might not survive for even one year, I just don't want to raise your hope and then destroy it, I know you love me, I don't deserve your love, After my dad's death me and my mother both are broken, I don't want you to get overly attach with me, I also don't want to make you my weakness, those people are so cruel that they may use you to threaten me, and at last they use you and out child, I am so useless that I can't protect both, Your body damaged so much because of me, our child also...., so don't love me, I will never able to give you happiness"
" Are you sure you are going to die?" Sia asks him, this time she is really angry because of this person, he is never optimistic, and never tries to be in a relationship, then why she fights alone for this relationship which doesn't have the future.
"...no, Arnav said hesitantly,
"if you tell me everything then isn't it possible that I will be more careful"
"Yes" Arnav said,
"so why don't you try and communicate with me, I understand that you lost uncle and it make you heartbroken, but because of this you decided that you can't live a good life, their are soldiers who are away from home, no one can gaurneeten their life, don't they have family or do you think they don't love their family, you are just making excuses, it's you who don't try to make things better, you are still in that pain, you never allowed your self to come out of your pain and try to be happy, let me guess you feel guilty to happy right, but do you think what you father want, if they see this Arnav who close his heart, who is so pessimistic, who think more abut death than life, will they happy, if you wanted a divorce, then ask without any excuse, if you wanted to spend your life with someone then even though their is no reason to be with them you still choose to live with them but if you don't want then you will find 100 reasons to live with, I am tired Aranv, and I realise that no matter how much I love you, You will never gonna love me back, let's take divorce, we are over" after saying this Sia push him and leave him in garden.
Previously she changes her decision because she realizes that Arnav might love her in her previous life, but now looking at situations she realizes that this man never fights for her, he is coward, she really never think that they will end up like this, even after getting chance again, is her love really one sided.
Arnav also froze after listening to this, what she said isn't it true, he always thinks it is better if Sia stops loving him, he thinks that he doesn't have time for love, but is that true, can't he spare some hours for her, Sia even forgive him, but he still chooses to ignore this, he wanted to act like a good person but is he really good person, life is short and everyone is gonna died, yes his enemies are strong, but that mean is he gonna spend his life alone, he doesn't have the answer he try to call Sia, but Sia chooses to ignore her. He stands there for a while, he thinks that Sia will come back but he sees that their housekeeper comes and give him his bag, he understands they wanted him to leave. so now Sia really stops loving him right?.