I hardly think about my dad, we were not really close although I knew he cared for me in his own special way.
I think the feelings I have for Sunshine are stirring up memories and emotions I had never felt before.
Imagine me jealous of a little baby....she could get the attention and care from Katie that I craved. She would not even look at me for long, but I wanted her look at me, smile at me the way she does for Sunshine, touch my hair the way she is stroking Sunshine's hair right now....I wanted more I realized.
But you are a man Eric, you cannot be jealous of Sunshine your needs are not even the same I reminded myself. I wished I could .....
I suddenly heard someone coughing .....and noticed Katie looking at me strangely. okay what's going on I asked coming out of my old memory lane journey.
You have been staring she said looking uncomfortable. I was beginning to wonder what was on my face.