Young Jae gets lots of nightmares which keeps him awake these days. Whenever he woke up startled from a nightmare, which happens most days in the last few months, he could not fall asleep again.
Soon he developed insomnia, but he did not tell anyone about it. Instead, he just lay awake in the bed with the thoughts of the nightmare haunt him in wakefulness.
Most of his dream revolved around Ki Hoon Joo and Jo Rim. Some even had Chin Hwa and Choi Na Ri. The humiliating words when everyone found out he was gay, beatings from his father, being kicked out of the house and Hoon Joo snatching his dream mostly haunts him.
The worse nightmare had always been forceful sex with Hoon Joo, and he wakes up to his tears drenching his pillow. Sometimes it felt so real that he had to check his body and surrounding to verify if it was real or not. Those were the long, painful nights for him.
