Perhaps, Raelle was really tired, she soon fell asleep while hugging Shui Xian. He heard her long and even breathing but didn't stop caressing her back. His eyes were closed but his thoughts were a mess. Even when he held her in his arms, he felt like he lost something today. But that was true. He lost big time.
He lost the chance to see a child who would have looked like him and Raelle. He didn't know if they'd have another child in their life but one thing could never be changed. The child they lost today would never come back to them. And this reminder really hurt.
