MYS 312
POV1 Anggi
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I had to hold my breath several times and look up so I wouldn't cry. I'm a bad girl. An antagonist that all audiences must hate. I don't deserve Jono even for a moment.
Those are just a few sentences I say to myself to make myself better. I don't feel better after breaking up with Jono from a relationship that was wrong from the start, backstreet.
The reading corner in one of the rooms at Rumah Damai makes me even more unfit to live. I love Jono too much and I hope too much. But in the end, I also have to decide after I was the first to start.
"Let's go home. It's late this afternoon." Said Maryam who finally found me looking down helplessly.
