In the dream, he walked into a fog and vaguely saw his younger self. Someone called out to him, "B*stard, trash!"
Someone spat on him.
Someone pushed him to the ground and peed on him.
When he came home in a mess, his mother would hug him and cry.
She would say that she was sorry for not giving him a good life.
She would say, "I was wrong. I shouldn't have done this. If only I hadn't given birth to you, you wouldn't have had to suffer with me."
Women are so fragile, he thought.
So fragile that she would say to a child that she shouldn't have given birth to him.
Indeed, if a child hadn't come into this world under the expectations of his parents, it would indeed be quite pitiful.
He knew from a young age that he couldn't rely on anyone. He had to become strong in order to get what he wanted and to protect the people he wanted to protect.
At that time, besides his mother, did he have anyone else he wanted to protect?
