The road was so quiet and awkward that Victor felt uncomfortable. This was the first time Marcel was so emotionally detached from him that he didn't know what to do. Usually, when they were kids and his father gave him a hard time, they would talk it out and have some fun or something and everything would be as good as new. Marcel was so used to Daniel's abuse that it didn't bother him anymore. But this one?
It was totally new.
The first woman he ever loved.
And his first real heartbreak - from a relationship. Marcel has had a lot of heartbreak throughout his entire life.
Victor looked at him, Marcel was propped up on his arm and seemed to have a lot on his mind.
"What are you thinking?" Victor asked him out of sheer curiosity. He means, it was killing him not to know what was on his mind and the both of them used to share a lot of things.
