I had my doubts about what Michael was doing. I claimed Michael didn't trust me, but I started today by not trusting Michael.
I started to realize that whether my doubts were genuine or not, what was happening was something Joanna would have liked to see happen. The results were only in her favor, and I still had the damn right to doubt Michael.
But…
Once the seed of doubt was planted, it was hard to erase it, and I still couldn't figure out why Michael wouldn't mark me. Michael's anger made me feel his disappointment in me, and because of the mate connection, I could sense some of his emotions.
What I had done today had angered him, and he needed to let it out. But instead of letting it out on me, he left. The same thing happened on our last date. He was unhappy, but he controlled his emotions.
All of this made me feel guilty and confused.
