Joanna kissed him roughly leaving him no space to resist or push her away. Even though he had plans of pushing her away she was sure he wouldn't be able to do that, especially because she was badly injured.
This was her Trump card in her act of confession.
With this passionate kiss, she would make sure he realised just how madly in love she is with him.
Amos tried very hard to resist. But his willpower couldn't matched hers.
He was soon overwhelmed by the sweetness of her lips and his deep feelings for her.
[For fear that I would hurt her, I have tried my best to avoid getting close to her. I don't think it would do any harm to indulge myself this once. I will try my best not to hurt her or lose control tonight]
Amos was determined in his heart to see this intimacy to the end.
[With this intimacy I will make her realise that never had my love for her changed but instead it grew stronger than ever]
