While Arie was taking a shower, enjoying his private time quietly (or not really enjoying it since I just pissed him off, I don't know), unlike me who tended to blast music every time I got into the bathroom, I found myself sitting in front of the dining table with hands on my chin, and the square stainless bowl of left-over stew in front of me started to get cold once again. Somehow I lost all my appetite and I didn't even feel like lifting my spoon.
Instead, I lifted both my hands to cover my own face, trying to get rid of all the thoughts, hoping it would help make my brain notice that my stomach had been completely empty since morning.
Sadly, it didn't help.
The only thing I felt like doing was to dip my spoon into the bowl, watching it slowly drown in the lukewarm brown liquid. Somehow... I saw myself being the same as that spoon.
I was drowning.
Then, suddenly, a message was sent to my Holowatch, and the mini holographic screen popped up, showing the name 'Howie'.
