Matthew felt tired.
He was tired of being left alone in the world, while Ruby had to be reincarnated endlessly.
Their destinies have been exchanged, so Ruby must eliminate all of Matthew's misfortunes by living dozens of lives filled with misery, sadness, and painful death.
So far, Matthew has only been able to act as a bystander who witnesses Ruby's death repeatedly. Sometimes Ruby would die as a result of being killed, several times she was poisoned, and there were also deaths caused by Ruby killing herself.
Misfortune after misfortune continued to rain down on Ruby like a rain of arrows that would leave wounds and death.
Matthew was tired of being left out. If only he failed to save Ruby in her present life, it would be better if Ruby brought him together to the afterlife.
However, Matthew realized that he could not possibly die with Ruby.
"I will not die in this life."
