Aselia's POV
Dr. Wanstine left the room, her departure plunged me into deep thoughts, concerning him. I could never tell him this. He would never let me go, and although he won't force himself on me he would believe everything to change between us.
Because it certainly had, I couldn't see him in the same light anymore. He had attained a different role in my life now. It was already difficult enough to leave him behind and now this bonding stuff had my brain screaming at my poor heart. Always making poor choices, but falling for the enemy and then binding itself to him, was the worst of it.
Every touch and gesture which made me uneasy, every instant I had craved his touch came rushing back to me. My stomach became uneasy at the thoughts and I began throwing up again.
