Sarah was in pain. Her heart was bleeding so much that every word she spoke tore her apart, but this was the truth. The truth was painful to hear and a difficult pill to swallow.
This was the way it was, and there was nothing she could do about it.
If it had been before, Sarah would have given up everything to be with the people she loved, but she was no longer the same. The past changed her.
She desired everything. She was greedy for everything, and even though she knew she might lose one thing because she clung to the other, she still wanted to give it a shot.
The other issue was that she didn't despise the reverse harem concept at all. She actually enjoys it so much that she was completely willing to accept the generous offer.
For someone who chased after love and was repeatedly rejected, she desired to be surrounded by men rather than just a man who will love and pamper her.
