Gu Nianzhi was overwhelmed with all her emotions. They were all mixed up in her mind, churning, squirming, and overlapping with one another. It seemed like she might find something in them, but it was nothing but fog in the distance.
She couldn't remember. She still couldn't rememberโฆ No matter what she did, she could not remember what her life had been before she was 12. The accident was like a hurdle. When she tried to think back to it, she got a terrible headache. But He Zhichu was here. She could not make a sound. No matter what.
It was extremely painful. It felt like someone was taking a chainsaw and sawing her brain apart. She could even hear a continuous ring of click clack click clack. Accompanying the sound was a pain that only grew more and more intense. Gu Nianzhi had a high tolerance for pain, but she could not bear this particular pain anymore. Holding her head, she shrank into a ball and groaned miserably.
