Zhao Lifei didn't pay any attention to the obvious gossip that was about her. Instead, she walked to pick up the nearest glass of wine from a server, but upon realizing her old habit, she immediately placed the glass back onto the waiter's tray.
She scolded herself for nearly reverting back to her habits. She knew she needed to be sober, awake, and conscious in this dangerous social gathering. So she walked away from the addicting drink and picked up a glass of grape juice. It wasn't her favorite fermented wine, but it was better than nothing.
Unlike what the people expected her to do, she walked into the center of the banquet. Everyone thought she would try to hide in the corner and pray she was unseen, but Zhao Lifei already felt the stares. Even if she did try to hide, it wouldn't work. So, she faced the harsh reality and braced herself for the exchange of insults and gossip.
