Calleb seemed unable to endure the pain he was feeling now and was trying to vent these deep emotions of frustration, anger, depression and sadness into something.
Something that meant pure destruction.
Something that meant damage. Severe damage, which could show the world that he was hurt and was in pain.
So that this damage could reflect how he was feeling now. However, the strange thing was; at the same time, Calleb felt numb. It was as if, no matter what he did, he wouldn't feel anything except this uncomfortable pain.
He felt like he was floating in a sea that was so calm, but also terrifying, because he didn't know how deep it was or what was at its bottom.
The ocean was so mysterious, but he was too afraid to even move. Afraid to aggravate the monster within him further and cause even more terrible destruction.
It could even destroy himself, it was just that Calleb felt like he needed it.
