Yun Xiangxiang never wanted to not leave her bed so much. She wanted to keep on sleeping and avoid her problems like an ostrich burying its head in the sand. Wouldn't it be great if I don't have to face the things after this?
She admired the insanity this body could display after it was drunk. She also hated how she was able to remember everything even after she sobered up. Forgetting about it would be fine with her.
Yun Xiangxiang took the lesson of the last time she was drunk to heart. She drank less on purpose this time because she wanted to raise her tolerance bit by bit. If she was drunk after a sip, it would detriment her social events after this.
She only mustered the courage to try back then as she was in Huan Yu, and He Wei was there. Even so, she still became drunk. Doing that to Song Mian was fine for her. It was not the first time anyway, she didn't feel awkward.
