In contrast to the blissful atmosphere in April's apartment, loneliness was the only word that could describe the atmosphere in Erick's place. The warm place filled with love was long gone.
Erick didn't have a good sleep. Nothing changed. Either he would stay up all night or would take sleeping pills just to get some sleep.
Though Erick would fall asleep normally sometimes due to exhaustion there was a time he would wake up in the middle of the night because of nightmares.
Then every time he woke up it would always be the same ordinary day every day. His world had lost its light. There was a missing piece in his life that no one can replace nor fill in. His heart became numb and empty. His mind was full of happy and sad memories of her.
It was really a miracle that he was able to live on despite all these. This was because of that one hope he had been holding on for the past two years. The hope of meeting her once again in this lifetime.
