Beau
I can tell that this is making him tense and I want to be there for him—I mean that is what I am doing. the slight touches, the little mind links of assurance. I don't want him to take this as the end of the world. I see it in his eyes. His father's opinion is very important to him and I get that. I felt the same way when mine was still alive. Even now, I wish he could get to know Lanis. I wish he got the chance to see how amazing the man I am with is. Lanis and dad would have gotten along.
They have the same views on things. They are both calm and understanding. The only reason why my father was clouded was Uncle Fallon. He deceived him a lot. Made him question all his decisions and that is why most times, he ended up fucking things up.
