Alanis
It still hurts.
This is like nothing I have ever felt and I have faced death before. I know it is not time, I haven't even connected with them yet. I am supposed to be able to feel them, I am supposed to be able to communicate with them but they are just not there. I know for a fact that it is not time.
I have fully accepted them, I am eager for them to come into my world but I haven't had that revelation yet. The one that lets me know I am ready for this. Beau seems to have connected to them a lot more than I have and they are inside me.
"I want the blood to go into him the natural way,'' Ogma tells him calmly.
"Why?'' Beau asks her impatiently.
During this pregnancy, I have not been craving blood like I used to. Food is the most I have craved.
I do not understand why the change but I am not complaining, the food here is good.
I try to control my breathing so that I do not show my fear.
