Alanis
I have been in this world for what feels like forever and this is not new to me. I am in a sleep state, I know what it is. I have only been in a sleep state once and it was for a short time. This time, I don't want to be here. I want to be awake and I want to be with my mate and my babies. I know what this means.
I am healing and it is just a matter of time before I wake up. Beau is spiraling. Even though I am not there, I know everything that has been happening and I have done my best to get him on the right track. I don't know if he will listen to me but there has never been a time when he didn't listen to me.
