Beau.
The moment I walk through those gates, everything feels like a fucking nightmare. I wish this was a nightmare because this is something no one would ever want to experience. Lanis is here but at this moment, no one can make me feel better.
I count the total number of people that are lying dead cold on the ground. They are eight in number. Boris, Conan, Felan, Gorg, Kurt, Lowe, Olcan and Rudi. Olin was the only one still strong enough to speak and talk to me. He is the one that took Lanis to look for Jabi. I haven't seen Rex. My heart is heavy with worry because if anything happened to him, I will never forgive myself. I am supposed to protect him, he doesn't have an Alpha by his side. I am supposed to be the one by his side and now this happened and I wasn't there.
''How did this happen?'' I ask Ogma, one of the healers in the pack.
