"You make everything better."
Even though she could hear the man properly, Rowena still couldn't believe her own hearing.
How could she make things better? As her father said, she was a calamity. Her birth killed her mother, the love of his life, and that made him unable to love her - so, all his bad treatment of her was because of her own fault.
She also caused Julian's death, just like she caused Leia to be beheaded by King Draco. Julian would still be alive by now if she was not so dumb as to force him to stay for that fateful banquet.
How could Raphael tell her that she made everything better? He would definitely regret it when Rowena destroyed his life, just like she did to everyone who loved and cared about her.
"You don't believe me?" Raphael asked her gently. He was wondering why was it so hard to get through to her. It's like she pulled up a wall around her and when he thought he had broken it down, another wall came up.
