After leaving the country, we first went to Paris. It was so hard without Jayden. I cried every night, missing him.
I was always thinking about him. What was he doing? Is he searching for me? Is he mad at me?
For almost two weeks, I was only in my room. Missy was the one who took care of me but eventually she got mad and threatened me that she would contact Jayden if I continue to be miserable. She asked me to take care of myself for the baby.
I touched my belly and cried again. How could I forget the little angel inside me? I promised Jayden that I will take care of our child, the fruit of our love.
I mustered my strength and did everything to stand on my feet. I can't be like this forever. Jayden would definitely get mad at me and will scold me if he finds out I'm not taking care of myself and the baby.
