She wanted to leave and look for Qian Jiyun to ask him to marry her before Lord Xue Yang did.
She no longer cared about being Qian Jiyun's first wife. Whether it meant being his secondary wife or concubine, she was willing to accept anything as long as she could avoid marrying Lord Xue Yang.
She regretted offending An Jiuyue back then.
If she had not offended An Jiuyue and instead built a good relationship with her, she could have run to An Jiuyue for help while Lord Xue Yang was coercing her.
If An Jiuyue agreed to let Qian Jiyun marry her, he would certainly agree too.
She had always believed that Qian Jiyun treated her so heartlessly because he had no choice but to be cold toward her due to An Jiuyue.
Shang Ningluo thought that she was very good-looking and no less attractive than An Jiuyue. She was certain she could gain Qian Jiyun's favor as long as she remained by his side.
However, it was too late to think about that now.
