'Ugh, what use is it thinking about all these? Why am I having this kind of thought anyway? He's always just thinking about me. What am I getting scared of? Or am I being possessive of him right now? I want him to be just mine in the past, present, and the future. Isn't that quite too much? Am I becoming obsessive?' Arabella hated how her thoughts were going.
Ferdinand's past was his. All she could do was accept it. But his present and future, that was what she could be part of.
'Ferdinand said he never got married nor had children so that's it. I'll believe that as the truth. There's no use doubting it because some of his memories got destroyed. Raymond and Alwin thought so too so it must be a fact. If there's something important Ferdinand lost memories of and would bother us in the future, I would deal with it then.'
