He Juan answered without looking up, "Horrible. I really have no idea what's so good about being an Alpha. If I can choose, I would prefer to be born a Beta instead." He did not even have to ask to know that Mu Yuze must have found out about his rut from Chen Youzhi, that busybody.
It was said that Alphas were notorious for being a control freak. But ironically, they were born with a physique that caused them to lose control once a year – just like a curse. He Juan did not consider himself a control freak, but even he did not like the feeling of losing control. The sweltering heat that slowly burned his sanity to crisp, the maddening sensation as if his blood vessels were bursting apart from within, the horrendous desire that turned him into a mindless beast… it was too ugly. A sight so appalling that it shouldn't be seen by others.
