Coming from a wealthy family, he had never faced any obstacles since he was young. He never had anything he particularly desired either because as long as he mentioned it, it would be his. This led to him developing a personality that neither fought nor begged for anything. Life, to him, seemed to be something that he was indifferent to.
His existence in this world felt like an identity of an outsider's. Until Ning Xi's appearance...and her appearance once again five years later...
It had completely shattered that layer which dissociated him with the world. It made him long for something for the first time. Precisely because it was too precious, he felt intense despair when he lost it.
He had thought that in this lifetime, there was nothing else he wanted anymore.
