Beau.
I don't know how to comprehend what just happened. Thinking about it, all I can get from the situation is that Jabi lost controlled and attacked Marcella. A girl from the pack. The fact that this happened to him means that it could happen to Lanis. Something could go wrong in the ritual and he could lose control too.
I get to the infirmary in a frenzy. I see the bite marks on her neck. Just like the mark of a vampire. At that moment earlier, he looked more like a vampire than a wolf. In an instant, Jabi lost himself. I don't actually have any plans on killing him. I know it was not intentional, everything he did was out of his control and I know how that can be. Darrien protected him when he needed him the most.
One of the healers comes into view immediately, her eyes are worry-filled. This has become a reoccurrence. People getting hurt, people dying. I am tired of it all and I don't know what to do to stop this, how to make it better.
