I was speechless.
I had thought earlier that he was able to calmly let me sleep in his arms because … he could control himself to not feel anything for me. The thought hurt a little, but knowing how solemnly he always carried himself and feeling his embrace completely devoid of desire, that was the only natural explanation I could think of.
And now, from how hot and how hard he was, I finally realized that he had only been suppressing it this whole time.
I brushed my fingers over his cheek. The heat from the touch burned me. "Bai Ye, I …"
If he didn't mind, then maybe …
