Just imagining a life without Shen Hanxing made Ji Yan's heartache as if he was being torn apart. A violent killing intent surged from the bottom of his heart. He wished he could destroy the entire world so no one could take her away from him. Perhaps that woman was right. He was a cold-blooded monster without a heart. He should not have appeared in this world, nor did he deserve to be loved.
Ji Yan held Shen Hanxing tightly, consumed by sorrow. For the first time, he realized that he was a coward. Instinctively, he avoided meeting Shen Hanxing's gaze, afraid to see disgust and fear on her face. The mere thought of it drove him to the brink of madness.
Ji Yan was immersed in intense negative emotions. His eyes were bloodshot, and his aura became even more terrifying. His consciousness became paranoid, and his heart seemed tied with a heavy lead block as it fell heavily into the pitch-black endless abyss.
