He Juan had been holding his breath so long that his throat began to constrict. "No idea… what?"
"How attractive you are," he said with a tiniest tilt on the corner of his lips. It was not quite a smile, more like he was baring his teeth into the beginning of a snarl. Subconsciously, He Juan responded with his own growl that resonated deep from his chest into Mu Yuze's palm. It seemed impossible for Mu Yuze's hooded eyes to darken even more, yet they did.
"Even when you're just standing there doing nothing, you pull me in. When you smile at me, I want to hog it all to myself. Juan gege, I…" the muscles on his jaws twitched and he closed his eyes for two full seconds, seemingly struggling with his own emotions. "I have never felt like this toward anyone before. It's you, it has always been you. You have no idea how long I have been…" Once again, he trailed off, lips pressing so tight that the colors drained from them.
