Back then, he had lost control. Despite the incident happening a long time ago, he still remembered it vividly.
When he woke up in the morning that day, he realized something was amiss. That woman was already gone.
He had only found out about what happened recently.
If this didn't happen, he wouldn't want to give Bai Yaoyao up, no matter how many times she rejected him. However, he had already disappointed her too many times. Even if he wanted to seek her forgiveness, he would also feel empty and unsure of himself.
Back then, he couldn't bring himself to persist and could only come back.
He couldn't bring himself to kill that woman too. That would be too cruel. Even if Yaoyao were to forgive him and return to him, he was also afraid that the truth would be revealed.
During that time, he couldn't find Bai Yaoyao and felt so miserable and guilty. Sometimes, he even secretly avoided the guards in his office and sneaked out to drink.
