The moment the thought rose in Fu Xiuyuan's mind, he was overwhelmed by joy and also deeply regretted doubting Shi Jin and for being so jealous.
Shi Jin had been good to him ever since she promised to spend her life with him. She never went against her word and was perfect. However, he kept keeping an eye on her even though he had promised to trust her.
Fu Xiyuan kept checking to see if she had fallen for Chu Ling again. He kept tabs on everything she did and spoke. He also thought about every word she said and speculated what they truly meant. Every moment, he was trying to figure out how she felt about him without actually being completely honest with her and trusting her. He might have even hurt her in the process. He almost let her down once more.
Fu Xiuyuan felt overwhelmed by his emotions. His fingers trembled slightly as he continued reading her notebook.
